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[Friday August 5th, 2005] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Swing Life Away---Rise Against ] Has anyone ever noticed that cutting in some strange, wierd way is a beautiful thing... It is seriously like art or something... Maybe i am really twisted... I don't know... I like to look at pictures of of that... I don't want to trigger anyone by using other words so... But yeah... I think in a way...cutting is a form of art and self-espression 13 Beep Beep!

[Tuesday July 12th, 2005] [ mood | blah ] ok... so its been ahwile since i updated last... anyway, it has been awhile since i cut...1 month to be exact... I still keep having the urges and all and i am hopng that i don't cave in any time soon... i am really proud that i made it this far... But anyway... my mood has gotten a little bit better if not a lot better... i had to switch mneds because the ones that i was on made me break out in hives so now i am on Lihtium... Great huh... I am feeling kind of depressed tonight but we won't go there... I guess i wouldn't mind cutting but i have been doing really well... I don't know... I really don't know anymore.. I am getting sick of this but other than that my moood is ok... Anyway... i am gonna go now... I will write more later... bye for now... much love to all... Bye O yeah, tonight was the Weezer coincert which was soooooo total;ly kickass and soooo much fun... i was in the mosh pit for a while but then i went to the side because i almost passed out which would not have been good.. I am getting fat you know that... Really, truly, and overly FAT... O well... I should starve myself again... I don't know... I really just don't know... anyway, bye again... 1 Beep Beep!

[Sunday June 19th, 2005] o yeah...did i mention i gave my mother all of my tools... I gave her the scissors, razers, tacks...everything i don't know if that is a good move or not? 0 Beep Beep!

[Sunday June 19th, 2005] [ mood | huge bug...GROSS ] omg...a huge fucking bug was just crawling up my side and it scared the shit out of me...I hate it because now i feel that i can still feel it... btw...i need to tell you all something...but not right now...later... much love... i am sorry about that last icon...i don't thihnk that it was stupid but thats just me i guess butb o well... anyway..bye for now 2 Beep Beep!

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