urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:16cutstimesme tears and madness 16cutstimesme 2005-08-05T14:02:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:16cutstimesme:2995 2005-08-05T14:02:20Z 2005-08-05T14:02:20Z Swing Life Away---Rise Against Has anyone ever noticed that cutting in some strange, wierd way is a beautiful thing...<br />It is seriously like art or something...<br />Maybe i am really twisted...<br />I don't know...<br />I like to look at pictures of of that...<br />I don't want to trigger anyone by using other words so...<br />But yeah...<br />I think in a way...cutting is a form of art and self-espression urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:16cutstimesme:2544 2005-07-13T03:55:13Z 2005-07-13T03:55:13Z ok...<br />so its been ahwile since i updated last...<br />anyway, it has been awhile since i cut...1 month to be exact...<br />I still keep having the urges and all and i am hopng that i don't cave in any time soon...<br />i am really proud that i made it this far...<br />But anyway...<br />my mood has gotten a little bit better if not a lot better...<br />i had to switch mneds because the ones that i was on made me break out in hives so now i am on Lihtium...<br />Great huh...<br />I am feeling kind of depressed tonight but we won't go there...<br />I guess i wouldn't mind cutting but i have been doing really well...<br />I don't know...<br />I really don't know anymore..<br />I am getting sick of this but other than that my moood is ok...<br />Anyway...<br />i am gonna go now...<br />I will write more later...<br />bye for now...<br />much love to all...<br />Bye <br /><br />O yeah, <br />tonight was the Weezer coincert which was soooooo total;ly kickass and soooo much fun...<br />i was in the mosh pit for a while but then i went to the side because i almost passed out which would not have been good..<br />I am getting fat you know that...<br />Really, truly, and overly FAT...<br />O well...<br />I should starve myself again...<br />I don't know...<br />I really just don't know...<br />anyway, bye again... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:16cutstimesme:1229 2005-06-20T00:13:55Z 2005-06-20T00:13:55Z o yeah...did i mention i gave my mother all of my tools...<br />I gave her the scissors, razers, tacks...everything<br />i don't know if that is a good move or not? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:16cutstimesme:942 2005-06-19T17:34:16Z 2005-06-19T17:34:16Z omg...a huge fucking bug was just crawling up my side and it scared the shit out of me...I hate it because now i feel that i can still feel it...<br />btw...i need to tell you all something...but not right now...later...<br />much love...<br />i am sorry about that last icon...i don't thihnk that it was stupid but thats just me i guess butb o well...<br />anyway..bye for now